I Never Promised You a Rose Garden《To my mother and father》

To my parents.

I never promised you a rose garden

I can promise you a diamond ringa beautiful sweety doga marvelous dress or something you desired for that momentbut dearI can never promise you a rose garden.

It is always love that you get when you came to this worldI see your pretty eyes weeping like the rain pouring outsideI want to give you a rose garden which can keep your eyes filled with smilesparkle twinkkle stars.but I know thatthe much more eager I want to protect youI want to love youthe much more deeper I'll hurt you as well as myself.soI won't promise you any rose gardenI justwant you learn to acceptto accept things as they are.I want you to know thatworld will never change just because of you.but I still want you to feel thatyou are my dearest darlinand I love you without any conditions.It's my natural love just for you.

Things always happen in this worldand when I grow up and read this novelsuddenly I understand something that I twisted through all my adolescens.suddenly I realised your love and somenthing in it even you yourself didn't realize.

For such a long time I always confused about love that truly lovewhy it sometimes so hurting.I can't suspect you but the hurt sometimes really insufferable.It is those days I even thought maybe I'm really insant.but why I'm so clear about things happen to me ?

Because you can't promise me a rose garden and I thought you will give me a perfect rose garden untill the innocent dream become murky...

Why you can't understand that it is never your fault and nothing was wrong with you and your love.Why we always get hurt over some meaningless understanding?It is never mind.I won't hate you even though I screamed about you now and then.It is never mind when I feel so hurting in myself and you can do nothing to help me.It is never mind when you signed that you can seldom see the happy sparkle light in my eyes and you can never understand why your little daughter bacome sadder and sadder as she grow up.Noit is never your fault just because you can't give me the whole world.I appreciate so much that I came to this world with you to be my parents and I am the happinesest danghter to be yours.

Things always happen and the life is changing in a normal but unexpected way.there's only one thing that I will never suspectthat is your love for me.

There's always something I can never tell you such as these words coming from my deepest heart.I can't tell you because it is unneccesary.Forgive me sometimes really disappoint youforgive me my unmurtual way always hurt you so hard.These always the hardest words to tell.That is I love you.