自深深处《如果你喜欢了一个偶像》

波西骂王尔德，你是一个没有了底座的偶像。

王尔德从天堂到地狱，反思，宽容。

这样一封有很多指责的信，可能会觉得出狱以后不会有什么关系。

爱的反面是恨，王尔德还没到漠然那个阶段，希腊童话般的美少年波西又来了。看看王尔德出狱后给波西的信吧。

My own Darling Boy

I got your telegram half an hour ago and just send a line to say that I feel that my only hope of again doing beautiful work in art is being with you. It was not so in the old days but now it is different and you can really recreate in me that energy and sense of joyous power on which art depends.

Everyone is furious with me for going back to you but they don't understand us. I feel that it is only with you that I can do anything at all. Do remake my ruined life for me and then our friendship and love will have a different meaning to the world.

I wish that when we met at Rouen we had not parted at all. There are such wide abysses now of space and land between us. But we love each other.

Goodnight dear. Ever yours

波西骂王尔德，你是个没底座的偶像。

我想起蔡康永的文章：

如果你喜欢了一位偶像，请一定为了他更好地学会生活。

那个已经慢慢渗入你生活点滴的男孩子，

那个使你常常热泪盈眶的男孩子，

那个笑容干净而甜美的男孩子，

那个无论如何长大你始终只愿叫他孩子的男孩子。