《伦敦生活》观后感

《伦敦生活》观后感

孤独、迷惘、怅失是第一季的主题，每个人都看似完好，实质却支离破碎。女主的悲惨人生源于自己的作与毒舌，姐姐则有着很强的控制欲和完美主义倾向，父亲在母亲去世后迅速与她们的教母拍拖，在继母出现的地方，父亲永远不会表达对女儿的爱。Fleabag滥交、玩世不恭、开着各种黑色幽默玩笑，云淡风轻的表面之下却是一颗支离破碎的心，一直无法逃离“最好的朋友的死是源于我”的愧疚，一直不被人爱、不被人理解，所以心是封闭的，所以她会说“I just want to cry”在S1E6这一集中，被本以为要来向自己告白的人说了分手之后，被姐姐误解、被父亲不爱自己的话戳痛了之后，她终于哭出来了。喜剧的内核是悲剧，被这悲凉的人生底色伤到了。但这或许也是每个人人生的底色吧。


第二季的主题是爱与救赎。第一集还是尬到不能再尬的家庭聚会，但在这次聚会上却出现了唯一的新面孔——父亲和继母婚礼的神父，在所有人都忽略Fleabag的时候，只有神父关心了她，因为好奇才会关注你，因为关注你而看见你，大概这就是爱情的开始吧。因为有了爱情的融入，第二季开始变得甜甜的，Fleabag整个人也变得明朗起来。咖啡店的生意日渐转好，和家人的关系也有所缓和，这一季的fleabag变得更加能协调与人之间的关系，大概是因为心中住下了一个爱的人。
对这一季印象最深的片段有三个，一个是Fleabag隔着黑布向神父敞开心扉的片段，终于找到一个能倾诉内心的人，终于可以释放压抑已久的情绪是一件多么珍贵的事情。这一段女主情绪的表达很极致。而神父的反应也非常妙，一句“Kneel”带着整部剧推向高潮，两人终于在幽暗而神圣的教堂亲吻。


再一个是神父主持婚礼那段关于自己对爱的理解。Love is awful. It's awful. It's painful. It's frightening. Makes you doubt yourself, judge yourself. Distance yourself from yourself from the people in your life. Makes you selfish. Makes you creepy. Makes you obsessed with your hair. Makes you cruel. Makes you say and do things you never thought you would do! It's all any of us want and it's hell when we get there! So, no wonder it's something we don't want to do on our own. I was taught if we're born with love, then life is about choosing place to put it. People talk about that a lot. It "Feeling right". "When it feels right it's easy". But I'm not sure that's true. It takes strength to know waht's right. And love isn't something that weak people do. Being a romantic takes a hell of a lot of hope. I thing what they mean is... when you find somebody that you love, it feels like hope.

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对这段简直是有深深的共鸣。
最后一个印象深刻的片段是两个人车站告别那段，Fleabag说了三遍"I love you"，而神父说“ It'll pass”“I love you,too”深深相爱过后便开始相互告别，忽然理解了一句话就是“结果不重要，在这个过程中有成长才重要”，显然Fleabag在这个过程中拥有了爱的能力，这就够了。